Mother's Day
Today is Mother's Day. On this day I celebrate and I choose joy. Today was blessed for me. I remember many Mother's days that were very hard. It had taken me 2 years to see the beautiful plus sign to tell me I was pregnant. My husband had spun me around when he found out. We were so happy. We had our first ultra sound and saw this amazing tiny heart fluttering. I was in awe staring at the monitor that showed a tiny circle with a spine line and a fluttering heart. I couldn't see hands or feet or anything detailed yet, but I was so in love. Asher Elijah we decided his name was. Within weeks of that ultrasound I started bleeding and when we went back in that amazing fluttering heartbeat had stopped. I sobbed uncontrollably. I wanted Asher more than anything else in this world and I felt robbed of the joy and excitement of becoming a mother. Mother's day was hard. Seeing pregnant women all a glow or mother's cradling children in their arms just made m
